Decisions Decisions

Helloooo. Sorry I missed the blog yesterday, I slacked cause it was raining and I didn't want to have to carry a towel with me to cover my camera, although I should have because the rain drops hitting the reflection of lamps at night had a cool fireworks effect. I wish I took a picture.

Sooo, I have a decision to make. I went to a meeting about becoming an Intervarsity Leader. My immediate thought was that this was the path I had been asking God to provide for me for the past year or so. I thought this must have been the sign because why else would He have put me into Intervaristy after three years of not being in any christian group on campus. I realize now, however, that that conclusion may have been a little impulsive and completely unlike me. Normally, I'm the type to think things over. I love thinking: I think while i brush my teeth in the morning, I think when I play volleyball, I think so much that sometimes I forget to talk when I'm with my friends.

I think I was so desperate to find a path, that I was willing to take any path, or even create my own when I should have been looking for that one path He will provide.

Now after a day and a half of thinking, I'm still left with a decision to join Leadership or not. Unlike thinking, I'm bad at decisions. I've made two pretty big decisions in my life so far, Choosing to go to Poly instead of CAMS for High School and choosing to go to UCLA instead of Berkley or Standford. Both these decisions were made after a whole lot of thinking, but in the end, it wasn't thinking that helped me make these big decisions; It was Prayer.

So thanks to Esther, Kristina, and Joyce for reminding me to not only think about it, but to also pray about it.

Sorry no picture for this long blog, but I'm about to post a short blog again today and that one will have a picture.